love me only

2006-11-01T00:33:00.000+08:00

everyone.. i've moved..

coz i am lazy to get a new tag board.. n this sucks.. haha..

http://jenniferzhu.livejournal.com/

2006-10-19T15:06:00.000+08:00

my luck isnt getting any better..

jus that day i tried to top up my ez link card.. the machine doesn't work.. can u believe 4 machines that i went to cant work..

seriously.. life sucks lah.. haha.. i guess those that i have talked to recently would know what i mean.. =)

2006-10-13T23:15:00.000+08:00

i love him because he is the only one i can bully..

haha.. not that i am mean.. i never mean any harm to anyone.. you have to be me to know what i feel..

dont judge me by what i do.. you are not me and you dont know what i have went thru..

n these are my three tiny fren head.. haha.. so cute..
my handphone takes pictures of tiny heads..

2006-10-07T12:33:00.000+08:00

i feel so tempted to spend my last pay.. i actually managed to not use any of it since i last got it.. n thats like nearly a month.. but i have decided to just use it.. but that would mean lesser money to my driving license fund.. n that sucks.. nevermind.. shall use it first.. n then find a job next week..

i MUST MUST MUST save money for my driving license fund..

2006-09-29T23:44:00.000+08:00

hmmm. i guess i am quite a selfish girlfren.. haha..

i jus want him for myself..

u know what.. we already meet so little.. if i share him with his frens.. i probably altogether only spend one day with him alone..

i bet he spends more time in school with his frens than with me..

now worst.. his school has a bar like thingy.. so he probably spend more quality time with them than with me..

i'm not using this time to complain ok.. he knows it already.. coz i complain so much to him.. haha..

2006-09-26T01:06:00.000+08:00

i am never EVER going out with his frens.. n i mean all of them.. except lumpy.. FULLSTOP!

2006-09-21T23:33:00.001+08:00

its been so long since i posted something proper here.. i dont even know if other people besides vignesh even reads this blog..

i miss sonia n aneesah.. but they are constantly so busy especially aneesah..

so anyway.. i quit my job for about a month already.. too bored of it i guess.. so i am doing nothing now.. as in literally no occupation.. but i do have flea market with my 2 other frens.. cherie n clarissa.. cherie annoys me on a regular basis.. we both do nothing.. n i seriously dont plan to do anything big till next year.. maybe another part time job i guess..

so my resolution is to get a driving license.. so my plan is to save 2000 by the end of this year then start learning how to drive.. then the entire savings for next year goes to buying a car.. a shitty one to start with then progressively get a better one.. coz i want the people around me to have a better life.. i wish to chaffeur my family and frens around whenever i can.. i wish for them to be happy.. n also for the convenience of myself lah.. there obviously the selfish reasons.. n also coz vignesh always nags about driving.. so i shall take up the responsibility..

so that also means i have to get a full time job that pays well next year.. then i must endure it till i save enough money to get a car.. or even better.. hopefully my flea market n website stuff get better.. then i dont have to get a full time job.. but i highly doubt i can save enough from that..

so yup.. thats basically about it.. anyone can donate money to me if they are feeling rich so that i can be closer to saving enough money n getting a license sooooon.. haha.. wish me luck.. coz i seriously dont have any.. haha..

2006-09-21T23:33:00.000+08:00

2006-09-21T10:58:00.000+08:00

he is the sweetest..

he gave me flowers and chocolates..

i love him..

in case you are wondering.. him is vignesh n vignesh is him..

2006-09-09T14:32:00.000+08:00

he is the easiest to bully.. haha..

2006-09-04T00:02:00.000+08:00

that is vignesh looking very evil.. haha.. n the other one is lumpy.. they enjoy doing illegal stuff together..

n this is the cute tiny picture that i use my phone to take..

awww.. vignesh is the sweetest..

oh.. n did i tell u guys.. i bought a new phone.. its the cutest.. n its PINK.. haha.. the camera is quite shitty as u can see.. but its jus too cute.. but there are other camera functions.. like setting different colour schemes.. n cropping pictures.. the only problem is its VGA.. shitty resolutions.. damn..

2006-08-30T23:41:00.000+08:00

i was looking for a boyfren..

not someone else's close fren..

2006-08-29T10:51:00.000+08:00

we have created a site.. do drop by..

http://ingle-nook.livejournal.com/

2006-08-22T01:04:00.000+08:00

i have seriously been super busy these days..

either i am busy with the flea market thing.. or i am busy working..

this is serious stuff i tell u..

2006-08-08T15:07:00.000+08:00

guess what..

me cherie n clarissa are gonna have yet another FLEA MARKET stall..

this time its gonna be this saturday 12 august at the lime flea market.. its at the scape place behind cineleisure..

so do drop by with lots of money..

2006-08-04T11:42:00.000+08:00

hello everyone..

i will be having a flea market stall with cherie n clarissa on sunday at bishan st 23 from 830 to 2.. abit early.. so do drop by..

2006-08-03T14:41:00.000+08:00

gerbil is officially dying soon.. it has contracted cancer..

so anyway.. its gonna be national day soon.. so let me tell u something nice about the country..

well.. to start off.. disabled people have wheel chairs.. so yay..

coz i went malaysia on tuesday.. n there were beggars all over.. crippled people dont have wheel chairs.. so they crawl around the place like a worm.. i was so terrified when i saw one on the street.. they literally use their bellys to more around.. it was a scary sight..

i have nothing more to say..

2006-08-02T00:05:00.000+08:00

YAY.. thanks to vignesh.. gerbil is going to the vet for a check up..

coz poor gerbil has a blister on its stomach.. it looks like cancer.. but i hope its not..

hopefully after seeing the vet its gonna get better again..

so the gerbil is off to the vet tmr..

2006-08-01T00:36:00.000+08:00

i wish i were more perfect..

its not that life is shitty now..

but somehow.. i wish i were more perfect.. i wanna be skinnier n prettier.. n longer hair n fairer skin..

ok.. i think i comeplain about this quite often..

maybe i should jus go do something about it instead of being so whinny..

ok.. maybe i shall.. soon..

2006-07-22T22:33:00.000+08:00

damn.. life is mean to me.. not that i am complaining.. i just want people to know..

first my new hamster died.. i didnt even get a chance to show u its picture..

n then i bought this bluetooth usb thing to transfer the picture to the computer.. n it doesnt work..

n vignesh legs hurt coz i keep asking him to go to the gym.. now he needs to rest so he cant meet me..

ok.. so whatever..

well.. at least i got to watch my name is earl..

2006-07-20T23:25:00.000+08:00

so today..

i got 2 more additions to my already REALLY BIG family..

its 2 more new hamsters..

one looks like a miniature black bear with a mustache.. n one is a skinny greyish one that walks wobbly..

i will post pictures tomorrow.. too busy to take any today..

2006-07-19T18:53:00.000+08:00

let me tell u about my day with my mom n dad..

we went on a trip to the farms.. coooool.. its some tour thingy that the community center organized i think..

so first was the goat farm.. look at them.. so cutie..

then we went to the veggie farm.. but it rained..

next we went to the frog farm.. yucks.. so many frogs.. gross.. can u imagine that a frog can weigh up to 1 kg.. fat sia..

then next was the pottery farm.. n lastly was the qian hu fish farm.. so many different gold fishes..

then before we went back.. we went to farmart.. n i saw mountain goats.. cute..

lemme tell u how these farms make money.. they make u buy their food to feed the animals.. yup..

so thats about it..

2006-07-15T00:11:00.000+08:00

sometimes i hate my life.. its disgusting.. n boring.. i hate working..

this sounds really whinny..

but honestly.. if u were me.. u would hate it toooo..

sometimes i wish i could travel.. i have never taken a plane in my entire 20 years of my life.. i jus never got the chance to..

sometimes i wish my family was richer.. or.. i wish that i worked harder.. or.. i wish money fell from the sky..

i wish life was much better.. well.. at least now i try to make life better for myself by getting a job.. so now i am self sufficient.. with the help of vignesh as well.. haha.. he pays for everything else..

2006-07-05T14:36:00.000+08:00

i have extremely fierce monster hamsters..

look at the evil eyes..

it deliberately ignores me.. it saw me staring at it so it got up n shifted to face inwards.. such a brat..

n yesterday when i tried to touch it.. it bit me finger.. like owww... monsters..

2006-06-29T00:18:00.000+08:00

2006-06-20T00:33:00.000+08:00

i love vignesh..

he has survived 7 months of me..

basically we have been together for 7 months already..

7 months of togetherness.. hmmm.. its been fun..

a little shitty sometimes.. but he is the best at making things rite again..

2006-06-17T14:51:00.000+08:00

jus look at them.. arent they the cutest thing ever..

now i know why i barely see them in the day.. coz they secretly party without anyone noticing at nite..

how i know?.. coz last nite i came back at 3.. they were busy running in the wheel n doing their stuff.. they are so active lah.. i can hear the wheel spinning all the way till 4 .. damn.. they are weird..

2006-06-14T12:49:00.000+08:00

yesterday i had 2 new additions to my already very BIG family..

lets welcome.....

2006-06-11T14:04:00.000+08:00

so on thursday.. the 3 intellects have finally officially graduated with a cert.. yay.. how great..

then friday came the world cup.. went to emmanuals place to watch it on friday n saturday.. only realised on friday that cherie knows emmanual too..

friday went mid nite shopping with cherie n huifen.. its nice seeing them.. mid nite shopping is much less crowded than shopping in the day.. why i say that coz saturday i went back bugis again.. n its even more crowded than at nite.. went to get my hair done.. dont like my fringe thou..

2006-06-01T23:25:00.000+08:00

today i am gonna talk about vignesh..

about why he is the best..

so well.. he is really loving.. i mean u have to be me in order to know.. n he drives.. so plus points for that too..

but above all.. he is handsome.. but not at the moment coz his hair is too long.. i strongly believe that girls should have long hair and guys have short hair.. so yup.. thats about it..

ok.. i dont have a new picture.. so u jus have to make do with the old one.. n his hair is short in this.. i like..

2006-05-29T17:06:00.000+08:00

haven been doing much.. finally went to work during the weekends.. selling this new pda phone.. its damn expensive.. n people are not getting it.. so yup.. the work people are a nice n funny bunch..

2006-05-20T15:00:00.000+08:00

let me tell u something about me..

so i haven been working for this week.. as compared to the last 2 weeks.. n i actually feel bored.. not that i like doing all the manual work n heavy boxes.. but i actually miss being busy.. miss doing things.. i think i need to go find a job soon.. its boring.. n vignesh is always busy..

2006-05-18T13:33:00.000+08:00

this post is suppose to be very funny..

so gerbils have got a new house thanks to my dad..

but they like to sleep on the roof of the house..

n one fine day.. it rolled off the roof of the house hit the roof of the red house.. n landed on the newspaper.. can u see it rite in the middle of nowhere.. yup.. we thot it died.. but guess what.. after rolling off so many roofs.. it was actually still sleeping until it heard us then it woke up to run around.. thats like so funny lah.. u have to see it for urself to find it funny.. its like us humans rolling off our bed..

2006-05-16T11:22:00.000+08:00

ok.. i know everyone must be thinking why i MIA for sooooooo long.. well.. its because i was working.. yes.. u heard me rite.. i was WORKING.. haha.. n it sure was tough on my feet..

was working at W****** for the past 2 weeks.. it was fun.. the people can sometimes be nice.. but too many malays for me.. i am always lost when they engage in their malay conversations.. anyway.. jus to tell everyone.. dont buy things from them unless its wrapped.. coz sometimes.. the workers after work they sit in the store room n use the products.. n i mean for real.. n those items are gonna be sold to consumers like us.. can u believe it.. the management might be strict but its hard for them to monitor the workers all the time..

anyway.. it was fun.. n i didnt quit coz it was too tough for me k.. i am a tough cookie.. there is nothing i cannot handle.. HAHA.. ok whatever.. well.. i quit definatly coz the pay is bad.. they pay peanuts.. real tiny peanuts.. but also coz i need to take care of my mom.. she jus went for an operation.. but shes all better now.. jus cant exert too much pressure on her leg coz she got the vein removed or something like that.. its jus something to do with the vein.. so yup.. will update again sooon..

2006-05-10T19:52:00.000+08:00

i feel so insecure lately that i think i am going nuts..

i think i am not pretty enough.. not smart enough.. not good enough.. not fast enough.. not likeable enough.. i am jus not anything..

i jus cant help feeling this way coz of the way people treat me or say to me.. its not that it matters very much to me.. maybe i am jus too sensitive.. but it affects me soooo much.. damn.. this is annoying.. i wish i was more perfect..

2006-04-25T11:10:00.000+08:00

yesterday was guinea pig very first bath since it came.. n it was so scared..

guinea pig finally got its first bath.. n its even more hyper active than guinea pig..

2006-04-22T12:34:00.000+08:00

i am on a new project lately.. its called project flower.. as of yesterday.. i coloured these 2 chrysanthemums.. one orange the other greeeeen.. its gonna be great..

before commencing.. its nice n white.. i like..

i like white..

see.. today its semi coloured already.. jus one day n the bottom change colour already..

look at the beautiful flowers..

jus now i saw 2 sweetie pies at the car park.. so cute..

look at them close up.. they are such good frens.. always see them hanging out togther at night too..

look at how good my camera is too.. it zoomed from my house all the way down to the opposite of the car park..

2006-04-20T12:50:00.000+08:00

this is like so amazing.. my mom bought like a whole lot of green tomatoes yesterday.. like what was she doing.. but she said that they will red soon.. n this morning.. some of it did turn red.. coool..

this is yesterday when it was still so green..

this is last nite when it got redder..

n this is this morning.. its nearly all nice n red already.. but some where still greenish..

2006-04-19T00:06:00.000+08:00

look at the clouds.. God is so awesome..

i was jus thinking.. everyone wants unconditional love.. but honestly.. no human can give that.. everyone subconciously sets conditions in their mind when they love someone.. they expect to be loved in return.. thats why we end up feeling sad when the person leaves.. humans do not have the capacity to give unconditional love..

why i talk about this so randomly.. coz i read my frens blogs.. n they talked about unconditional love.. which i find is so unrealistic..

i have to admit that i am a rather logical person.. sometimes i feel that i think alot or unnecessary stuff that always makes me feel upset.. maybe my life would be much happier if i was less worried and insecure..

2006-04-18T23:12:00.000+08:00

this is for sonia who wants to see my short hair.. so yes.. i have short untieable hair.. but i seriously wanted shoulder length hair.. damn.. anyway.. copied the picture from my frens blog.. so yup.. it was michelles birthday last week.. happy birthday dearie girl..

a warm welcome to........... GUINEA PIG.. its finally here..

they bond so quickly.. so cute.. so now theres guinea pig n guinea pig.. both of them are called guinea pigs.. coz they are equally cute..

2006-04-17T11:27:00.000+08:00

yay.. i am gonna add a new member to my family called guinea pig.. gonna get it either today or tmr..

cant wait.. shall upload a picture of it soooon....

TO BE CONTINUED......

2006-04-12T11:35:00.000+08:00

this is a very miscellaneous post.. so its up to you if you want to read..

my house is a danger zone.. my mom spotted a bee hive on the tree jus outside my house kitchen window.. n some of the little bees like to come my house to drink water.. they will fly to the tap to drink water..

then i cleared out my old dried up paints.. so that i can use the small containers to store stuff.. its a really messy job..

anyway.. recently i picked up jogging again.. i go to the park once in 2 days to jog.. shall take pictures of the park n the turtles at the park.. will post it soon..

2006-04-10T18:37:00.000+08:00

ok.. got a hair cut today.. n its like super short now.. the hair dresser had a fun time cutting my hair.. he jus went on n on for like an hour..

then i coloured it.. i like colouring my hair myself.. coz u will never know what the outcome is like.. but my hair now is evenly dark coloured.. n super curly wirly coz its short..

hmmm.. how short is short.. its so short that i cant tie my hair.. so yup..

2006-04-09T14:18:00.000+08:00

i have been very busy with a very sacred and important mission..

which is to learn from my mom....... KNITTING..

my very first attempt.. all the uneven holes..

my second is so much better.. nearly all even n nice...

my third.. this time doing 2 rows..

this is the third.. theres 3 rows..

when u see me knitting.. its like fighting a war.. coz usually i pull the thread so tight it looks as if i am engaging in a war.. n u realise all my knitting is curly wirly.. coz i pulled it to tightly.. should be a little more loose..

anyway.. i finished a new creation.. but i shall post up the picture soon.. its really cool n really fashionable.. n useful.. i am super sure u cant guess what it is.. i got the inspiration to make it when i flipped thru the knitting book..

2006-04-05T20:26:00.000+08:00

yesterday is spent with my sister.. she is so vain..

so presenting to everyone...... my sister..

we went bugis to walk.. but later went arab street for a while..

n we saw the dead flattened crow on the street.. i think it got smashed when it was raining.. so disgusting.. all the insides were out.. yuck..

2006-04-04T14:16:00.000+08:00

my master piece.. the BREAD.. hehe.. its quite fun..

2006-04-03T11:42:00.000+08:00

look at the little monsters.. one is sleeping underneath.. the other is busy bitting the toy.. sucha killer..

they got a new ladder in their already very crowded house.. n the stuff toys is completely ripped..

2006-03-31T11:17:00.000+08:00

YAY..

hello everyone..

i jus got my supp paper results.. n i PASSED..

so i like FINALLY GRADUATED..

this is like so great lah..

so working world.. here i come.. :)

2006-03-28T22:40:00.000+08:00

my gerbils are so cute.. they like to sleep on each other..

and they like to sleep in the wheel.. but too bad no more wheel in the new cage..

2006-03-27T18:55:00.000+08:00

its jus so weird..

i have developed yet another water bubble..

anyway.. life has been pretty fine..

he is busy with school while i am busy with nothing..

anyway.. shall post up pictures of gerbils..

will show u pictures of them tormenting the stuffed toys..

2006-03-22T00:48:00.000+08:00

my fren is doing a health survey.. so do call him..

dharmin - 96950221

2006-03-20T17:27:00.000+08:00

i jus give up talking to u..

if i dont say anything.. n say i never say anything..

n then when i do say something.. u say i keep complaning..

i dunno.. i jus decided to give up..

if u dont like it so much.. then fine..

u can go talk to someone else who doesnt complain then..

2006-03-19T18:33:00.000+08:00

its been 4 months with him..

its so amazing.. n so fast.. it hasnt been all great.. but its been wonderful..

i always initiate quarels.. haha..

but whatever it is.. its been the best.. :)

2006-03-18T20:04:00.000+08:00

perfection is only skin deep..

2006-03-16T13:37:00.000+08:00

http://www.teplin.com/10reasons.html

10 reasons why to save a drowning fish.. its kinda lame..

2006-03-16T00:34:00.000+08:00

it has been rather peaceful lately..

met up with alot of frens..

its jus all about balancing..

having fun and at the same time doing project..

2006-03-10T13:07:00.000+08:00

i feel annoyed.. coz i failed a no brainer subject.. so next week i have to go n take it..

i knew she hated me all along thats why she failed me.. well.. i reciprocrate it.. i hate her too..

so anyway.. yesterday was fine.. got to learn the sewing machine.. the person came to teach us.. so after like years of abandonment.. it is being used now.. i'm not really got at it.. but soon i shall master it..

2006-03-09T00:23:00.000+08:00

i discovered a new thing today.. disposable toilet seat covers.. thats like cool lah.. not that i need one.. coz i dont have butt made of gold.. but some people jus feel that its unhygienic to sit on the toilet bowl.. but too lazy to use the squat toilet.. so yup.. disposable toilet seat covers..

2006-03-07T17:10:00.000+08:00

its jus so wonderful..

the sunset..

but i guess.. i much prefer the sunrise..

2006-03-06T17:42:00.000+08:00

its decided by my feelings that i am gonna wear green this week.. i feel so alieny suddenly.. i guess its the start of a nice green week..

2006-03-05T13:21:00.000+08:00

i think i dont really like ministry of sound..

its quite annoying.. like exit is exit.. n entrance is entrance.. n theres a person there to make sure u dont enter from the exit or exit from the entrance..

but the most annoying thing is that the exit n the entrance is like the opposite of each other.. so if u walk wrongly.. u have to walk like one big round to get to the other side.. i guess u have to experience it to know what i feel..

n in order to get into the vip area.. n need a specific stamp.. n i mean SPECIFIC.. if not they'll jus ban u..

then the floor downstairs is not like flat all over.. u have to watch your step.. i dunno how to explain this.. but u jus have to experiance it in order to know how i feel..

i dunno lah.. but somehow.. i jus dont really like it there..

2006-03-04T12:45:00.000+08:00

the coaster i found in my kitchen..

so pink n white.. i like..

2006-03-03T15:14:00.000+08:00

sonia has left for india.. so sad..

but please return even thou life there is much easier than here.. :)

2006-02-28T14:02:00.000+08:00

because phyllis wants to see my family..

here it is........

the four of us.. my sister is the busy one all the time..

the 3 ladies that manage to stand my annoying father.. haha..

2006-02-27T19:28:00.000+08:00

had a great weekend..

its quite funny..

on saturday..

went to the night safari with him.. really a great time.. ate burger.. saw lots of animals.. which is like so cute..

the leopard is parading.. n the otter is cranky.. must be lack of food..

then the funniest thing happened.. the car key got LOST..

so took a cab to his place n watched boring tv..

then sunday..

quite alrite.. did nothing.. then dinner with my mom dad aunty n uncle..

when we got home we cut the cake that was left in the fridge since friday.. our family has a habit of taking family photoes.. so we have to wait till everyone was home..

2006-02-25T00:58:00.000+08:00

lemme post a LONG blog coz its my birthday..

celebrated my birthday today with aneesah sonia n yant..

on our way to east coast at the bus stop..

presenting to you........

sonia and yant...

aneesah the BIG mosquito..

our noisy bus ride to east coast..

then the long walk over..

we all have too much hair!!!...

n YES.. i have a secret affair with yant.. HAHA

i attempted to blade.. n the aftermath of amateur blading skills is a BIG bruise on my leg..

charlie's angels..

the tiny cat that scared aneesah n sonia.. its so CUTE..

cutting the birthday cake..

sonia is as usual.. so VAIN..

open present...... its.... perfume n necklace.. I LIKE.. :)

and after the entire outing.. we all went home HAPPY and satisfied.. :)

n before u leave this blog.. please write something good about me..
http://kevan.org/johari?name=love+me

2006-02-23T23:46:00.000+08:00

obviously.. being bored..

so everyone bored soul reading this must click on the link n write something GOOD about me..

http://kevan.org/johari?name=love+me

2006-02-23T00:45:00.000+08:00

i have too much clothes..

ok.. you may always see me wearing the same few clothes..

but the other time i had to wash like 3 or 5 times before i finally washed ALL my clothes..

well.. thats because...... i only wear selected few clothes that i can match..

as for the rest.. its there is my cupboard.. some brand new.. some jus worn once.. because i jus cant match them with anything.. the colour n design is jus weird lah..

damn.. so in order for me to wear all my clothes.. i have decided that each week i am gonna wear a specific colour.. like this week its brown for me.. so everyday i wear brown.. either brown top or brown bottom.. this is so that i can utilise ALL my clothes.. soo.. YAY..

2006-02-21T00:41:00.000+08:00

this is dedicated to the sweet hearts..

they say my front view looks ok.. but nah.. i still dont think so..

its been 2 and a half years.. coz the school is like so fast.. but it has been a great time.. all the moments and silly jokes that we share.. its sad that we may not see each other so often now.. n we all have to go out to make new frens n meet the reality of life.. but you 2 will always have a place in my heart..

i am gonna miss you 2..

2006-02-20T10:52:00.000+08:00

this is my animals..

guinea pig has moved into its new cage.. it has a border that seperates the veggie from the living area.. but guinea pig is always so silly.. it goes into the veggie area to eat..

look at the hamsters brotherly love.. so sweet..

2006-02-18T11:51:00.000+08:00

This one is for lumpy..

i am suppose to have posted this ages ago.. but my memory is failing me.. found it at the schools carpark.. so cute.. i like pink cars..

so yup.. check out the car.. it has eye lashes too.. so cute..

2006-02-16T22:23:00.000+08:00

todays presentation was weird lah..

shes so fierce..

she hates the design of the website n asked if we liked it..

obviously my answer was YES.. like duh.. we designed it.. how can we not like it..

damn.. i really hate her..

anyway.. the jerry guy sounds like mingfeng.. i think maybe they are secretly related..

2006-02-15T23:32:00.000+08:00

guess what i got for valentines day.......

i got the thing i least expected to get..

i got..........

flowers..

n i also got the least expected dinner..

mee goreng..

haha..

2006-02-12T19:00:00.000+08:00

i dont have much i wanna update..

school is gonna be over soon...

jus the website presentation and that final paper..

i think i need to study soon..

sonia and aneesah.. shall we study together one last time?!.. i promise this time i wont talk..

2006-02-09T10:18:00.000+08:00

this is for those of you who dont know..

my mom fractured her arm last week.. its was bad.. she had to cast her arm..

so yesterday.. she went to remove the cast to recast it again.. n the doctor said it was worse..

so they gave her another 3 weeks of mc..

so yup.. thats about it..

n a warning for all the women out there.. dont brake your arm.. coz its damn hard to wear your bra.. haha..

2006-02-07T09:51:00.000+08:00

i realised.. somehow.. i stopped talking about what i do and the stuff happening..

do u think i should?!.. do you think its boring?!.. i mean.. its like i lead a pretty mundane life..

everyday is nearly the same.. except that sometimes i do experiance weird stuff..

like this morning.. i saw this van.. n 2 cats were on the road staring at each other obviously having a cat fight.. they didnt notice the van until it came super close.. then the smarter one ran off the raod.. while the other jus stood there.. the driver cant horn.. its jus too early.. it will wake everyone up.. so he drove to the side.. the cat is still on the road.. then it started to panic and run.. and the dumbest thing was that it ran in the direction the driver was heading.. it nearly banged it.. lucky it was slow.. so the cat is safe.. it ran rite past the wheels of the van.. and escaped death..

2006-02-07T09:24:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.. got up bright n early today to go for comm skills class.. guess what i reached early.. at 8 on the dot.. but in the end.. i was still late.. why.. coz i forgot to print the silly thing to clip onto my brochure.. by the time i printed n came back.. it was like 820.. thats annoying..

anyway.. i have jus been to THE GREATEST party of year 2006.. its sonias 21st birthday.. awww.. our little girl has finally grown up..

known her for like 3 years.. actually i think i wouldnt have known her if not for aneesah.. even thou until now.. we haven been in the same class officially.. only for cds maybe.. but its been great.. the laughs n the tears.. well.. its finally time for u to grow up.. hehe.. its been great.. all the stress we have been thru.. n also all the presents.. all the love n frenship.. i love you..

ok.. i have also been to another birthday.. its yasin turning 20.. dunno why he so extra go and celebrate to big.. but its was ok.. i had fun.. i was also the earliest to arrive at 630.. damn.. i am like some bored soul..

2006-02-06T21:30:00.000+08:00

sunday...

sonia has FINALLY turned the BIG 21..

2006-02-02T21:04:00.000+08:00

i thot this is suppose to be a clean n gracious country..

but when i was on the bus jus now.. the guy sitting beside me jus threw his sweet wrapper onto the floor.. thinking that no one saw him.. and i wanted to tell him that if everyone did jus that.. the entire country would be flooded with sweet wrappers..

how inconsiderate..

2006-01-30T00:13:00.000+08:00

guess what..

before i went to my granmas house this morning.. i made a list..

as in list of stuff to get using the money.. but come to think of it.. i doubt i can get that many stuff.. i think i can only afford the first one n nothing else.. so yup.. here goes.....

i want to get.........

a new girlfren for guinea pig.. (its a sad lonely animal :(
a fish tank that i saw at tampines mall.. ( i wanna keep fishes)
handphone.. (so that i stop sending double or wrong messages)
shoes.. (so that i can match more clothes.. i am majorly uncoordinated now)
green contacts.. (i jus want it lah)

this is like according to my priorities.. n i think guinea pig is very important to me.. so i wanna get a company for it.. so yup.. thats about it.. so for people who wanna ask me to get them stuff.. may be next year lah.. haha..

2006-01-27T23:53:00.000+08:00

for the past few days its been busy..

so little sleep.. but yet still so much energy.. but today.. i finally am gonna give up.. so tired already.. NEED SLEEP.. gonna take a super long sleep..

vignesh was commenting that hes getting old.. coz hes constantly yawning.. n is always tired..

then i thot of aneesah.. coz they are the same age.. hmmm.. so aneesah.. if u read this.. do u feel censtantly tired as well?.. it may jus be the sign of ageing..

gosh.. that sounds scary.. i dont wanna grow old.. coz u become a burden when u grow old.. the society jus abandons u coz u are too slow.. thats like so mean but so true.. the pace is jus too fast..

2006-01-26T00:34:00.000+08:00

watched memoirs of a geisha last nite with him..

it was nice.. thou i dont get why the people dont seem to age with time..

after i steped out of the theatre.. i told him.. i am determined to........ lose weight.. HAHA.. n he thot i wanted to be a geisha.. like rite..

but really lah.. the people inside all so slim.. when they bend forward.. u can see their bones on their back.. i also want.. i need to lose weight..

n i am so inspired to get coloured contacts.. her eyes so nice.. but maybe not blue.. coz i probably look like a freak in blue contacts.. maybe green.. sonia n aneesah think its dumb coz i dont have a degree.. haha.. but i want.. so nice.. but i have no money.. n i have NO GUTS.. coz i have to indirectly touch my eyeball if i wear contacts.. damn.. thats gross.. but i still want.. its like so pretty lah.. damn.. women are such suckers when it comes to beauty..

i wanna be beautiful too..

2006-01-23T10:19:00.000+08:00

i am really really really really really happy today..

why..

coz i jus am..

but i kinda feel nervous..

coz rehearsal presentation is tmr..

well.. sometimes i feel a little nervous talking in front a whole class of people..

2006-01-22T13:46:00.000+08:00

i think i dont trust everyone.. sometimes i dont even trust myself.. its jus scary..

everyone lies.. so which is the truth..

i really dunno..

i actually hate being in a relationship coz it makes me vulnerable to hurt n disappointment..

i dont like being disappointed.. coz i dont like it when u promise to do something but u dont do it.. i think probably aneesah n sonia knows this the best..

i guess i have been disappointed one too many times before.. all the empty promises.. all the false hopes.. all the heart breaking moments..

so dont promise me something unless u can guarantee that you will do it..

2006-01-17T10:49:00.000+08:00

theres like one million and one submissions this week and next..

n theres the boring open house.. n the new course sounds cool.. they say after u graduate.. the basic pay is like five thousand plus.. n that’s like wow.. cooool.. its like some financial business.. or something like that lah..

2006-01-15T11:18:00.000+08:00

damn..

next week feels like its fully packed already..

n the dumb thing is that i have to help out in open house even thou my course has already closed down.. so i have to help promote another course.. thats silly lah..

i know everyone must be thinking.. then dont help out at the open house lah.. but damn it.. i wish.. we all have to help out in order to get a cert that helps us to pass this silly subject.. n if we dont pass the subject we have to take it all over again next sem.. which i think is even more silly..

2006-01-13T00:01:00.000+08:00

i hate ex boyfrens.. cant they jus go away like for good..

why ask to meet me up when u were the one who left in the first place..

damn.. i jus hate guys..

but weird enough.. i am with one now..

but hes jus the sweetest thing ever.. he jus fetched me to school today.. yay..

but i dont like it that he doesnt shave.. so mr vignesh.. can u please shave before u meet me.. if not i will be very annoyed.. maybe a little pissed..

2006-01-07T22:05:00.000+08:00

i jus saw the news..

people actually put RFID chip into their hand so that they can open the door n do some other stuff..

n i my first thot was like PAIN.. but after thinking about it a second time..

i thot.. what if they walk past those security barriers in shops and librarys.. wont the alarm be set off..

haha.. ok.. those who study about RFID would probably share my joke.. n for those who dont.. well RFID is Radio Frequency Identification..

its like a thing that lets of this other thing n you need something to pick up that thing..

its jus so hard to explain lah.. damn..

2006-01-06T23:12:00.000+08:00

after not seeing him for nearly a week.. i finally met him today..

and i learn to appreciate him more.. and miss him more also..

i miss him so much that leaving felt like such a torture..

damn.. i miss him already..

2006-01-05T22:07:00.000+08:00

stop thinking so highly of urself.. coz u're not..

i am trying to prove a point that he is not.. coz i haven met him for nearly a week already..

after having him criticise n laugh at my fren.. i think i should never see him again.. coz its so annoying..

when i hang down the phone on him jus now.. he was still laughing about it..

fine.. since u dont like my fren.. then i suppose u dont like me too..

2006-01-04T23:37:00.000+08:00

hectic hectic hectic..

this is all i can say..

went to school at 12 to do my project today.. n only went back at 730..

poor aneesah.. she stays at boon lay.. which is like all the way at the other end.. but yet she has to stay late with me..

hmmm.. was jus wondering.. should i get white pants or black.. damn.. i jus cant decide..

2006-01-03T11:15:00.000+08:00

today i woke up disappointed..

i am gonna make myself feel better by goin downstairs to buy a bottle or hair dye to colour my hair.. coz colouring my hair always makes me happy.. its like a little surprise coz i never know what colour will my hair become..

i think i am not important.. coz breakfast with me wasnt important enough for him to wake up..

2006-01-01T12:34:00.000+08:00

2005 was so fast.. in the blink of an eye its 2006 already..

went coccolatte with vignesh n his frens last nite..

anyway.. lets all review what i have done in 2005.. which i think is rather shitty n unproductive..

well.. for starters.. i went to do a real job for a long period of time.. like the first time in my entire life.. n its not really a job also.. its jus attachment.. ok lah.. i have to admit that i am a lazy bum lah that usually doesnt work.. n work was like bad.. the people hated me n kept complaining about me.. but whatever..

then i started n ended lots of shitty relationships.. people have like job hopping.. i am like relationship hopping.. but i eventually i ended up with vignesh.. but hes so hot tempered..

more bus break downs for me this year also.. depressing..

but the most saddest thing about this year is that my cat is lost.. my guinea pigs died.. n its jus depressing.. n my dad thinks that i am a bad owner.. its shitty..

anyway.. what is good about this year is that i picked up reading.. n i actually managed to read quite abit.. so here goes..
coffee and kung fu - - Karen Brichoux
asking for trouble - - Jason Hahn
the second assistant - - Clare Naylor
the 5 people you meet in heaven - - Mitch Albom
tuesdays with morrie - - Mitch Albom
the curious incident of the dog in the nite time - - Mark Haddon
eleven minutes - - Paulo Coelho
invisible trade - - Gerrie Lim
goodnight steve mcqueen - - wener louise
the ivy chronicles - - karen quinn

as you can see.. obviously i prefer fiction and humour.. so yup.. go read the ivy chronicles.. very funny..

i am so glad the year is over.. this year will be a better year.. no no.. maybe even the best n most productive year ever coz i will be graduating and goin out to the working world.. yay.. i actually feel real excited about working.. hehe..

very soon it will be into the working world and piano lessons and golf lessons here i come.. cool..

2005-12-27T23:42:00.000+08:00

i am in love..

i love vignesh.. i jus have to admit it..

i know he puts in his very best effort for everything..

n he trys to fetch me whenever he can..

so thank you..

2005-12-25T21:55:00.000+08:00

merry christmas everyone..

its nothing really great.. like a really boring occassion..

but nevertheless.. my family ate turkey.. everyone survived eating the turkey that i volunteered to cut up..

well.. why is it poisonous coz i ut it?!.. coz i jus put on my nail polish.. but i guess it dried up already by the time i cut the turkey.. coz no one had a tummy ache after eating it..

had sooooo much funny playing with the turkey..

2005-12-19T17:35:00.000+08:00

i am happy.. really really happy..

ok.. i should be studying now.. but i jus have to tell everyone how happy i am..

so yup.. i am happy..

2005-12-17T22:53:00.000+08:00

tomorrow.. its gonna be a month.. a month since it all started..

its jus nice.. hes nice.. really nice..

the month jus pass by so fast..

we have been to so many places.. i met so many new people..

but i guess most of our time is spent at zouk..

we always jus have so much fun..

i love you..

2005-12-16T10:34:00.000+08:00

i am happy..

why..

coz i jus am..

he makes me happy..

its gonna be a month already..

but i dont feel like meeting his family.. its jus scary.. i feel stressed..

2005-12-10T13:31:00.000+08:00

thursday was my trip to the zoo.. n i had a great time..
maybe coz we went slightly after their feeding time.. so most of them are sleeping after their sumptious meal..

the not so arrogant peacock..

the dead corpse..

the not so enthusiastic zebras..

the not so tall giraffs..

more dead corpse..

the wonderful chaffeur.. n also my wonderful boyfren..

2005-12-02T11:47:00.000+08:00

my family animals are either dead or lost..

my cat is missing still.. my guinea pig babies are dead.. my mother guinea pig is dead..

thats like so depressing..

next week i am so going to spca to adopt another guinea pig.. if not i am so goin to the pet shop to get another one.. my poor guinea pig needs company..